so ganito yun. may GSP kami ngayon yun late ako dumating nakapila na sila patrol by patrol.
tas uwian na. di ako pinapansin nung dalawa. i know there's something wrong. did i do something. i know i didn't or did i? please tell me..
yun. then we go to Mall of asia. for values shooting.
i feel so left out,Hurt. because of them i didn't know why they act like that. i miss them.
they didn't even care what i feel.especially when im looking into her eyes..i know she/they are angry at me but i have no idea. then someone ask me a really weird question.really weird.
why are they like that?
--habang nagiikot kami..nagpunta kami sa seaside, mukha akong tanga na pasunod sunod lang..i mean parang di nila ako kilala,that time i wish sana di na lang ako umattend. but i have to. i really have to. dedma pa rin. parang hangin lang kausap ko e.. dinadaan ko na lang sa joke kahit super sad na ko.. you know what? i really love them i really love my friends.so much.so much. what's wrong with us? or with me. the blame is always on me. ako naman ok lang cge lang even though im dying inside. i miss them. i miss the old us. malaki ata galit nila sakin eh. well im sorry if i have any sins. do i have.? they change a lot.
--then we go to seaside for the shooting. nag meet kami ulit coz we separate in2 two groups to find whoa. boys, we meet there. we ask to boys there who were sitting.go0d thing they agree.
--we go inside the mall. aq dedma lang di nagsasalita. wala naman ako maka-usap e.bat im trying to cheer myself up even though i can't.they aren't like that. nagbago sila sakin e.. and i hate it. now di na kami masyadong nag j0-joke joke.lam mu yun? parang when it comes to me, they are all serious na. yeah promise.and i hate it. i hate it i hate it..grabe miss ko na kayo..supeer. ba't ba kay0 ganyan?? ang unfair nio!! I LOVE YOUUUU!! i love my friends! but they didn't like me. i dunno i don't have any idea.sana sinabi na lang nila sakin na "Wag ka na sumama please?" mas ok pa yun e.kaysa naman magmukha akong tanga.
--i'll tell this to you..haha? i can't laugh im serious right now.
that time i really want to cry.. nasasaktan na ko. masakit no.. nasapol ako dun ah. for the 100th time.tell me if you want me to leave you ok..it's...........ok lang. kahit sanay na ko sa inyo. if that makes you happy.i will do everything,,everything for them to be happy even though it's a sacrifice for me.andami talagang nangyari simula pa lang ng umaga ko.. sana nga di na ko nagising eh.
--pagtapos namin dun sa seaside. pasok kami ulit sa m0a. gusto nila magpicture taking but nagtatanong sila kung sino kukuha, sabi ko ako na lang,sabi nila "Eh! dapat lahat eh,ta-timer ko na lang" ako naman "hindi cge ok lang" tas "Ano ba yan! cge na! go pose na kayu,iyan oh kasya tayo sa cam" sabi ko ulit "ok lang ba na sasama ako?" tas sabi niya "jusko!! ok lang!!" i cry.. i cry but i hide it. di nila nakita for sure. na-touch lang ako for the first time naging ganon sya,,i mean ok sya sakin.na touch lang ako ksi ;talaga? ok lang: alam mo yun?.haha tas umuwi na kami papunta sa scho0l.
--ok na kami lahat. ok na. masaya na kaming lahat,pero di ko pa rin makalimutan yung mga pangyayari eh. Ang sakit!! BOOM talaga! sh*tness talaga..
ILOVETHEM !! supeer. but ok lang if you didn't trear me the same old......................me.
--bat kaya ganon? lagi niyo na lang akong pinapalungkot.lagi na lang.
go0d?night.
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